INTRODUCTION

If Herbert Spencer can construct his synthetic philosophy Spencerism, then why not build my own too? Besides, we all have our freedom to establish and popularize our proudly made words, phrases, sentences or a whole doctrine that we consistently believe in. People use such common or familiar passages and quotes as guidepost in life, we can easily hear and find it anywhere, however those inspiring words are not really ours. Zhennonizm, plainly based on my pseudonym which yield astonishment that produce much confidence inside of having its original sense of definition, the confession on my perception of our realization. Seemingly liberal, leading me to the midst of inner thinking, perspicuity and motivation about anything under the sun. Each confession allows me to analyze every considerable fact, magnify certain circumstances and scrutinize seldom hot issues that truly allure our interest and wild imagination. With overwhelming and immense number of competitive bloggers, journalists or writers all over the world, readers can’t rely on information that authors write and talk about on how they firmly stand to it. Writers have their own unique ways from emphasizing the magnitude of their work and how they can fascinate attentions. Being one of them, we want to be accurately dependable and trustworthy in order for us to gain not only supporters but also pleasure that they brought to us. Personally, there’s a deep feeling inside of longing for my chosen career just by doing satiable exposition through writing what my mind speaks and what my eyes perceive, whether it turn out to simplicity, stupidity or publicity. On the contrary, other wicked and make believe writers steal some writings or efforts of another to represent as their own which is obviously a literary theft. There’s nothing wrong when a reference captivate your motif and excerpt it to your page but never claim it yours if it’s really not yours. Leave at least a little dignity on your side and respect the real authors because you might never know that plagiarism is considered as a crime. Even though letters can’t precisely show the gesture of emotions while the author writes his/her work, he/she already assume that readers will render consideration and appreciation his/her magnificent piece. For a very big preparation, it really takes a lot of time, effort and hardworking to put me to completion with my desirable goal that constantly push and inspires me to pursue. There are sleepless nights, million scratches, thousand errors, expenditures, willingness and most especially my dedication upon this matter. As a novice being a young amateur among professional writers, can’t help not to discipline myself to be a fast-learner, cognizant, sensitive and expressive in all variety of themes. There’s also intellectual, spiritual, emotional and social aspects to ponder with regards on every given statements that I write. To broaden my knowledge toward interesting topics, I need to consume and spend most of my time from reading or practicing a lot, as well as to develop and cultivate my English capacity. I should learn new things on different perspective, explore more words with its meaning, understand the right use of grammar and be wise with my diction. Of course, I should also be aware with all the words I pick upon my writing, whether it sounds good or bad, happy or sad, serious or fun, gentle or brutal, formal or informal for I might be often judge by the words I use. From the past institutions I was belong with, I’m not part of the honor roll or top society and honestly got series of 70’s on my report card, particularly on my high school days. Due to lack of financial support, I’m one of those unfortunate out-of-school youth and so far, never experienced yet to enter any campus of colleges. Not just being humble or to self-pity but I shortly include that information as a sort of my background to proof that I’m not skillfully or thoroughly eloquent in style. Writing naturally implies errors and negative judgments, especially with a tyro like me. I have to conquer those obstacles and despicable criticisms around me, for simply bringing me down or never believing on my abilities. In spite of the hurdles along the runway, there’ll be no reason to back out, but rather be more persistent in order for me to victoriously reach the finish line.
As a source of communication, it is my responsibility to formulate information and express it understandably. Information must be accurate and writings should not be done hastily for it may end up to faulty translations and vague assumptions. This blog undertakes the extensive study of distinction with regards on our past, present and future generation by utilizing analysis of the human life’s story and manifestation. I t contains fundamental application of reality that I have learned through the journey of mine and others. One of the interesting special areas here is evaluating inconstant appearance of individual on the widely recognized events or narratives about love’s failure and success. Moreover, this is access in such a way that the reader may grasp the affinity and contrast in every selected topics, acquire a keen outlook of the external or internal tenet underlying them, and interpret the existing knowledge I have applied. From the past twenty years of living, I am now firmly standing and strengthening my own philosophy that may assist me throughout my efficient writing. The near fact that writing gives me are pleasure, contentment and peace of mind, especially when grief and boredom almost killed me every time I’m alone. A simple scratch of paper and a pen accompany me as my temporary reliever when nobody wasn’t here to talk to because writing really free me from distress and also mitigate those tiring hours of my day. Therefore, it helps me a lot to express out my hidden emotions and dilemmas on how I see our realization on my own perception.
This page won’t be over without my sincere gratification among big or tiny characters who play role in my heavy-drama and comical life. There are countless names to cherish, and innumerable moments that I’ve experienced from the previous chapter of my novel. With the aid of those peculiar and intimate friends around me who showed veracity, caress and endless support, they serve as my inspiration and always keep me going. To those people who hurt and seduce me by judging niggardly but still occupy spaces in my memory, this life won’t be colorful without their presence. I would like too, to acknowledge those strange and familiar persons who knock in and out of my door for leaving their footprints
behind . Thanks to all of my crushes and idols for inspiring me, to my textmates, chatmates and clanmates for imposing discriminative intelligence, and to my
former classmates as well as my schoolmates for the momentous experiences during our school years. I am also thankful with the benefits of my ex-boyfriends for the sensual touch that honestly brought me to early maturity, to my neighbors for the side comments and to those people who grudgingly hate me which I believe makes me a better person. Further in the list, to my teachers or mentors for being devoted in their profession though others are not, to my childhood sweetheart or playmates for the funny moments being unsporty and childish, to the fans or suitors for having them all on my rocking life. Thank You, my dear friends and bestfriends for the great bonding, laughter, tears, story-telling and drinking session that we all shared together, and to my other contemporaries who will contribute in this work and sooner be part of my travel. Much appreciated those mix of concern, advices and scorn that my brothers, sister, relatives and some connection has showed me, and to my mother for her untiring love even if I’m not totally an ideal daughter. Of course, to my late
father who will always remain as the best man in my life for being such a wonderful piece of me, and to my boyfriend for his acceptance and love which absolutely makes me satisfied. To my daughter Nadine who gave me million pleasure and blissfulness that makes my life really complete. Lastly and most especially, with God who never forsake and abandon me in every dark or light moments in my journey. THANKS!
That’s it and finally, I’m outta here…